Not intend to prejudice in God, but I think I could not take the thought out of my head. When I hit a dead end on my research, I try to pray every night but that happened the next day I actually got the flu. As a result of my thesis preparation did not return as scheduled early, and then three days ago when the toothache is going to kill me when I ask for healing even more sick, what’s wrong?
Then when asleep I dreamed myself arguing with one another. He told all of my failures so far because I only talk to God when you’re alone and when the need was felt elated I never pray.